Chapter

One

It wasn\'t like she even wanted any of this for herself.

Lark Mitchell looked around the completely unconventional wedding being thrown in her yard and fought the urge to cry.

Which was dumb as rocks, because there was no reason to cry. Seriously, the bride was wearing a black wedding dress. It was ridiculous. And, okay, the bride was also marrying the man Lark had spent the better part of two years completely fixated on, but that was no reason to cry.

It wasn\'t like she loved Tyler. And in the year since he\'d started dating Alexa, his new wife, and moved to New York, Lark had completely gotten over him.

No, this wasn\'t heartbreak. She was just in the throes of that left-behind kind of melancholy that she was more familiar with than she\'d like to be.

She\'d felt that way when most of her friends had gone off to college and she\'d stayed in Silver Creek to help out on the ranch. She\'d felt it all through high school when other girls had gotten dates and she\'d gotten the chance to tutor cute boys in English.

Just this sort of achy feeling that other people were going somewhere while she stood in the same place.

Or, in this instance, sat in the same place. At one of the florid tables placed around the lawn. This little wedding had come to Elk Haven Stables because Tyler was once a ranch hand, and because the bride in black was best friends with Lark\'s sister-in-law, Kelsey.

Lark adored Kelsey, but she could honestly do without Alexa.

Which might be sour grapes. Maybe.

But damn, woman, marry a dude your own age. Tyler was in her own demographic, and he hadn\'t known her in high school, which helped, because as awkward as she was now . . . high school had been a biotch.

\"Hey, sweetie.\"

Lark looked up and saw Kelsey holding baby Maddy on her hip and looking down at her with overly sympathetic blue eyes. \"Hi,\" Lark said.

\"Are you okay?\"

\"What? Yeah. I\'m . . . so okay. Why wouldn\'t I be okay? I had a crush on this guy for like two seconds, a year ago. I never even kissed him.\"

\"I remember how much you liked him.\"

\"Thanks, Kels, but I\'m a grown-up, as much as Cole doesn\'t like to acknowledge it. I\'ve moved on. I have another man in my life now.\"

Because she was sure three rounds of cybersex six months ago with a guy she\'d never met counted as having someone in her life. And if not, it at least bolstered her lie. She needed the lie. It was so much better than admitting she was pathetic. And that she spent most days in her room doing tech support for various and sundry people while eating Pop-Tarts and streaming Doctor Who through an online subscription service.

Yeah. Saying she was involved was better than admitting that.

\"Oh. Do you? Because Cole\"-Kelsey narrowed her eyes-\"Cole doesn\'t know.\"

\"No. And it\'s okay if it stays that way.\" The idea of her brother finding the transcripts from those little chats she\'d had with Aaron_234 was ever-so-slightly awful.

Almost as bad as admitting that the closest she\'d ever come to sex was a heavy-breathing conversation. Over the Net. Where you couldn\'t even hear the heavy breathing.

The very thought made her cringe at her own lameness. It was advanced geekiness of the highest order.

At least she excelled at something.

\"I\'m not going to keep secrets from Cole,\" Kelsey said, sitting down at the table. \"I mean, I won\'t lie to him if he asks.\"

\"He shouldn\'t ask. It\'s not his business.\" Of course, Cole wouldn\'t see it that way. To Cole, everything in her life was his business. Thankfully, Kelsey and Maddy had deflected some of that, but then there was Cade. Cade, who was the more wicked brother. The irresponsible one. The one who should be cool with her doing whatever and finding her way in life by making a few mistakes.

But Cade was even worse than Cole, in his way. The hypocrite. She always figured it